Okay, this ticket isn't really going to be a "normal" one (who is able to determine normality nowadays anyway?) because it's going to be about a girl.

Helen is one of the first English girls I met at Alex's house (Alex being a host family for foreign students or simply tourists). Why am I writing about her? It's simple: i miss her.

First off, we always got along well and this, as soon as i engaged in conversation with her (and Steph). I've known her for 2 years (yeah that's about it) and lately, we - sort of - got closer... I never had imagined how nice it felt to actually uncover this mystery veil that prevented us from expressing our feelings because to tell you the truth: i never pictured her as my "potential" girlfriend. This being perhaps because of the bloody long distance separating us or the fact that long distance relationships can be harmful/sad and bring a lot of jealousy in between .

So now, why am i writing about her and not the other girlfriends i had before? hum... she is English of course!
I'm kidding, she's different from the other ones and "we" having started "this" by being friend first has played a valuable role. It's not like i didn't know her and i played everything with a large amount of luck with me; i know her (not fully i admit but i "know" her as in "her", her habits, her hobbies) and I think i like every sides of her as a friend and obviously as a boyfriend.

I need to write about her because i tend to like her a little more day after day and I know it's not going to make September come quickly while I'm writing but it releases some pressure and i can observe myself with an outsider point of view.

I still have a few questions about how things will remain in our relationship. Sincerely I think i could wait for her as long as we have stated our relationship as "a love relationship" first (or an ongoing one for all i know ^^). I don't want to be pushy or to give my opinion in order to make her want what I'd like to have. That is not my goal but i need to write what I wanna fight for because it's my blog, isn't it?

I'm not a psychic and i can't predict the future so i don't know how communication will evolve between us, sometimes we don't understand each other (it's rare i confess but that exists). I definitively think there's gonna have a to be a time to adjust even if we are able to speak both English and French.

Helen, I miss you and now that I have seen you as my future girlfriend and I can't stop thinking about as my babe it feels great and It feels great to know you feel the same way and we could be great together.

Luv ya babe!